i don't want to hate you....

Aloha....
really2 feel bad right now...dont know why but i just want to crying and find someone who will listen all my story..who will shut up and just listen to what i want to say...who will ??? i dont know what wrong with me right know but i really2 no mood and sad now..very2 dissapointed with all that happen to my life...why just only me ? why not anyone else ? nobody cant understand what i feel right now even they say " i understand what u feel right now " urm... i really tired with all this..till when i must feel this all ? i ody pray wish this all will end and our will live happy till the end..but why this all this like this ? i know God ody give me a beautifull life but im really2 sorry coz i really think some opart of my life really suck n only make me sad n cry...i really cant accept if some1 who i really love in this world just be hurting now..cant! but who i am to change back all ? why this happen God ? i dont understand it all ....i really love you but y u make me sad like this ? i really dont want to hate you coz u a part of my life..but u owez hurting us...why ? why u do this to we all ???? :'(

My HouseMate !

Aloha…..
Huh ! finally story my housemate ney pun sampai ke penghujungnya … sabar saja sa melayan Hot story dia ney. Bukan nya sa xmo layan juz entah pa2 bah cerita dia ney langsung x masuk ney ma sa…cikit2 pasal scandal dia d Fb…Hello ? x paya la bah mo sharing benda2 cam ney gan org len…housemate sa ney betul2 berjiwa muda  ow …bukan nya sa mo cakap org kan juz sa rasa dia ney pun terlampau da…sa tau la sa pun bukan nya perfect n nobody is perfect tapi kalau ya pun berpada pada lar bah…kita berdiri bumi yang nyata…pa yang kita wat mesti seiring gan usia kita jua…pa2 pun up to her lar nak wat pa..sebagai housemate sa hanya dapat mendengar lagi pun sa mang x berminat la nak bagi dia pendapat or ubah diri…sapa jua sa kan..housemate sa pun da besar panjang n tau cam na nak urus diri dia..Btw sa mang harap la dia jumpa someone tuk sharing soal cerita personal dia ney..but sa malas nak layan..Oh My housemate !

My Beloved Boyfriend !

Aloha…..
OMG ! Big Teddy Bear ! very cute babe ! really2 like it…teddy bear ney prezen frm my bloved Bf <3 really2 love him ! kent I love u so much ! thankz darling 4 diz cute prezen..i like it 100% ! syg my bF dia sgt tau pa yg sa suka..b4 ney hnest xda my ex yg bgi sa prezen teddy bear like him… hehe masuk ney yg ke 3 suda dia bgi sa prezen teddy bear..yg pnting teddy tu clour pink ! oh my favorite clour babe !1^st sa bgi nama dia pinQi 2^nd pula sa bgi nma berry n yg 3^rd ney pla susa btul nak cri nma 4 diz cuties teddy bear …last2 coz diz teddy very big n look chubby we called it si chubby ahakz :P cute rite? My very2 cute chubby teddy bear I love u ! u like my bloved bF when he far away from me now..i miss him so much…n wanna hug him rite now..so I just hug u chubby …Btw..thankz my bloved Bf kentz 4 diz teddy bear I love chubby like I love u ! just hug chubby n imagine I hug u right now ling …..

my new design " heels"

okay ka?hehe bleh la kn nmpk jua rpa heels.sjak mnat dsign dress ney sa da mnat bru pla nak dsgn high heels.n test2 dpt pla even rsanya x la prfect cm fshion dsgner tknal wat.tpi klau sa d brikn pluang 1 ary bljar dlm jrusan ney msti sa HAPPY gla!xkan sa lpas kn ow..bab ney la mnat sa.pray hpe pluang tu tbka luas 1 day :)

azam baru?

azam baru? urm klau d tnya smua da azam bru msing2.da yg smpai bdret bah azam bru dorg ney bleh than huhu tpi klau tnya dri sndri sa pn x sure apa azam bru sa huhu mcm xda sja ney sa rsa.rsa nya xpya la wat azam bru kn bab azam thun2 lpas pn lum tntu da tcpai.btw happy new year to ol blogger!

happy anniversary 2 years to kent n me

Happy Anniversary 2 Years My Darling kentz <3 muuuuaaahhhhx! i love u so much!rsa nya cm x cya kni rlationshp kmi suda pn gnap 2 thun.cpatnya msa blalu.happy sgt bla rlationshp yg mla tjlin 29 dec 2010 dlu kekal hngga ke ary ney.29 dec 2012 so sweet!smkin ary smkin syg...even dlm msa 2 thun ney kmi slalu sgt bgduh x kra bnda kcil mau pn bsar tpi sa tharu gan kentz bab dia x pnah say goodbye ma sa.dia slalu ttap bdri d sblah sa.smkin lma bsma smkin knal byk prngai bruk sa yg sgt2 la mykitkn aty dia tpi dia mac bleh than n bsbar.dats y i love him!x kra 1 thun..2 thun..even brpa thun pn bsma bkn la prkra plg pnting ptut d fkirkn tpi rsa syg tu msti slalu ada n smkin btmbah tu la yg plg pnting.dun frget to thankz to God :) coz him gve me de bez prezen in dis world dat is kent my ling2.dia la kwn tbaik n bf tbaik sa slma ney.pa yg sa hrap kn rlationship ney trus kkal hngga ke akhr nyawa sa.sa mo slalu sma dia ...kent i love u so much!

my 2012

2012…mungkin x s’indah thun 2011 n thun2 sblum nya.tpi bleh d ktakn thun 2012 okay lar byk bnda bru sa bljar.thun 2012 blalu bgtu cpat rsa nya x trsa lmbat sprti thun2 sblum nya.mgkin d sbabkn thun2 sblumnya sa mac lgi s’org pljar skula jdi stiap thun hmpir sma ja trsa lmbat sgt blalu.start thun lalu,stiap ary mla trsa cpat blalu,apa lgi thun 2011 jdual hrian n blanan sa sgt tssun.bmla gan freedom,form6,n plkn jdi tiap blan tu ada sja bnda yg sa lkukn.bgi thun ney pla sa mla msuk ke 1 alam yg bru iaitu alam pkrjaan.hnest,18thun sa hdup x pnah sa kluar bkrja bla cti skula sa dduk d rmah sja mbuang msa x cam kwn sa len yg da mcri kja part tme.suda lma tdtik d aty tuk mcba bkrja d luar lgipun sa bkn lgi bskula,bmla January 2012 sa suka2 ikut kazen sa bkrja d kk.waitress…yupss tu lar kja 1^st sa d pancake house karamunsing.x pnah pla sa t’ingn jdi waitress tpi lma2 sa mla suka gan kja ney.menu gan nma yg len dri len 1 mslah jua tuk sa sbgai waitress msti kna hafal.tpi xda bnda yg x bleh kta lkukn sblum mcbanya.akhrnya sa dpt mhfal menu2 d PCH tnpa prlu mblek2 lgi mnu,tpi mang da kla sa lpa jua bla tme2 bz hehe.1 mslah lgi sa tpksa bdpan gan plbgai jnis cstmer.sa ney bkn la bdak social n krg gmar bgaul.rsa mlu yg amat sgt nak ambl order tpi lma2 sa pksa dri sa dpt buang rsa mlu tu.sa suka bkrja d PCH kwn2 d sna smua friendly n bek sgt!slalu tlg sa msa sa mac bru d sna n xtau pa2 lgi.even bru knal sa rsa suda cam fmly d sna.only 2 months…sa sdih tpksa stop kja d sna.miss PCH crew! blik kp rest tme…bbrpa mggu ja rsanya rest d rmah suda start kja blik pla.bla suda stay2 d rmah ney rsa mls mo kja blik.huh!tpi btul jua wat pa sa buang msa sa dduk drmah mkn n tdo ja bek sa bkrja n cri duit.bmla lar ksah bru d river park hotel di beaufort.untung tmu dga jap ja trus dpt,1^st kja rsa WOW!bab sblum ney da pglman da kja d F&B so d RPH pn sa msuk F&B staff.tpi pai nw café dia blum g open2 kmi juz wat tuk function ja.1^st tme kja jga fnction coz b4 ney kja jga café tiap ary bkrja tiap ary da cstrmer.tpi d cney len bla da fnction ja kmi kn bz ary2 len nya Freedom lar!kdg2 rsa cam mkn gji bta pla hehe.klau kna bgi kja yg relax kta msti trima gan aty tbuka luas2.klau d PCH dlu da 2 dprtment ja F&B n kitchen ja sna.tpi d RPH lbh byk yg sa tau n sa bljar.kwn2 d cney pn smua bek2 n funny.lma2 rsa suda 1 kpla pa g gan kwn2 f&b.kja ke 2 sa ney la jua yg plg lma suda msuk 8 or 9 blan sa d cney.mo kac gnap pai 1 thun ney.pa yg sa suka jua d cney sa bljar hdup sndri n cri mkn sndri.dlu d rmah smua mumy yg sdia kn tnggal dduk mkn ja.tpi d cney bru lar rsa susa ckit bla tiap ary sa msti fkir sa mo mkn pa huh!kna cuci kain gan tgn slalu gna msin cuci ja.cri duit sndri n fkir cra tuk bjmat gan duit yg da.tlalu byk bnda bru sbnar nya sa mla bljar tnpa sdar.dri sorg yg dduk d rmah ja tperap smua bnda d sdia kn mcm princess now sa sndri wat smua.n sa happy gan smua tu.mac tlalu byk bnda bru yg sa lalui spnjng 2012.bak kata ayat ney “cinta myakitkan,prsahabatan dikhinati,hidup suda xda erti,usaha mnjdi sia2,tpi HIDUP MESTI DITERUSKAN!” Peace! <3